sorry, i love you

Maybe, if i have no feelings.. i will be the most happiest person on earth. no love, no care, no heartbreak, no trust, no offense. happiness is all i ever wanted. even it is not mine. others happiness is my happiness. maybe if we are not together, everyone will be happy.

Sometimes, i dont know how to make a decision. that’s the hardest part of it. even i choose to do nothing.
i love everyone around me. but do they love me as i do? do my happiness your happiness? or u r just pretend to be. or maybe, my happiness is your sadness. i dont want to cause any chaos. i’m sorry. i can’t make it.
most of all, i’m sorry i love you